It’s hard to being human

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Or I suppose to say me? I used to think that living in a naive little world of my own look stupid. But now, I wanna live a life like that instead. Naive life with my image all around the place, so I don’t need to think so much about others and don’t need to even worry about stuff that gonna happen on them tomorrow.

I don’t know if I have the sixth sense or God want me to see thing a head of me. Every time I think about my tomorrow, it happen just like that, only how my reaction into that. I shit you not, I can plan everything well for tomorrow and the next thing is depend on my action toward my planning. If my action do the same as I plan, that’s gonna be the best day in my life. Now start counting how many best day in my life so far… Recent example? A surprise appearance and she’s gonna open door for me.

Recently my housemate started to rant me about all the thing I did in my daily life. I tried to explain each and every one for him, but I ended up shut my mouth up. Why? Because he just don’t know how far I can look and what I’ve been experiencing. Every little thing I did now, has a reason behind it. Who the fuck wanna wash their shoe in weekend? He just think that I’m so stupid to wash my shoe on weekend, I tried to explain, but what’s the point anyway? I don’t wanna tell what I see his future look like, instead, I’ll rant about my idea of my daily life for now.

Discipline. That is the only thing I’m looking forward to. I strongly believe that discipline gonna bring me the good that I planned. Since I’m a student, it’s the best time to start learn and get use to the discipline. With a narrow minded person, I’ll tell you what he will answer “Life is short, why bother?”, how much selfish can he be? Advice? Shut my mouth of course!

Tags: Discipline