It’s hard to being human

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Or I suppose to say me? I used to think that living in a naive little world of my own look stupid. But now, I wanna live a life like that instead. Naive life with my image all around the place, so I don’t need to think so much about others and don’t need to even worry about stuff that gonna happen on them tomorrow.

I don’t know if I have the sixth sense or God want me to see thing a head of me. Every time I think about my tomorrow, it happen just like that, only how my reaction into that. I shit you not, I can plan everything well for tomorrow and the next thing is depend on my action toward my planning. If my action do the same as I plan, that’s gonna be the best day in my life. Now start counting how many best day in my life so far… Recent example? A surprise appearance and she’s gonna open door for me.

Recently my housemate started to rant me about all the thing I did in my daily life. I tried to explain each and every one for him, but I ended up shut my mouth up. Why? Because he just don’t know how far I can look and what I’ve been experiencing. Every little thing I did now, has a reason behind it. Who the fuck wanna wash their shoe in weekend? He just think that I’m so stupid to wash my shoe on weekend, I tried to explain, but what’s the point anyway? I don’t wanna tell what I see his future look like, instead, I’ll rant about my idea of my daily life for now.

Discipline. That is the only thing I’m looking forward to. I strongly believe that discipline gonna bring me the good that I planned. Since I’m a student, it’s the best time to start learn and get use to the discipline. With a narrow minded person, I’ll tell you what he will answer “Life is short, why bother?”, how much selfish can he be? Advice? Shut my mouth of course!

Tags: Discipline

Sunday morning thought

Recently, there were 2 ex colleagues whom send me MSN messages. One was asking about me and said that I had become ’somse’ (arrogant kinda thing). While the other one asked whether I want to work in KL or not, cause his friend might be able to do the Visa. I didn’t reply both of them. As a matter of fact, I’ve been ignoring those friends that I called second level of friends. I mean, I don’t really close with them. It is enough of me for being so nice to people. I will be nice if I want to and not force myself to.

Well, I wanted to say thanks to him for asking about work and visa thing, but I’m too lazy to start a long conversation and explanation. I am not looking for any permanent job now. I have the responsibility to be in my hometown and help my parents until at least end of this year I guess. So let’s just focus on earning more money so that I can have some saving and buy some stuff for myself and my loved one.

Chat through phone

Ten years ago it was the booming of chatting where teenagers met new friends through chat room. Now there is free phone chat lines service from offering live chat and also voice personals. Feel lonely? Pick up the phone to have a free chat or even adult chat. Callers can remain anonymous while they are on the system. Whew, how far technology can go eh?